It Keeps Coming
posted by jm at 5:55 AM
Friday, July 13, 2007
About Me
- Name: jm
I am a brilliant creation of the universe formed from the cosmic protoplasm sailing into eternity. I have two hands, two feet, a couple of great ears, and I'm clipping through life at a moderate pace; minding my p*s and q*s, crossing my t*s, dotting every i.
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- Another light.
- A Light
- Open Up
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- She Shall Have Music
- Air and Water
23 Comments:
A beacon for the bridge?
Oh yes.
Is it wobbling or is just me??
ohhhh, beautiful. and the little door in the lantern is lovely.
sigh.
the beacon will comfort this time of sitting in the dark.
not wobbling for me, JM, just right. :-) ~~kj
oh, oh, i must go read RU and all the information on Cancer! JM, perfect timing? This dance of the universe's orbs? I know you trust them with all your heart, to me, they are Mystery. But i sense synchronicity!
:-) ~~kj
Kj, this light is to guide you to your new home and next chapter.
I know you trust them with all your heart, to me, they are Mystery. But i sense synchronicity!
Beautifully said.
“There is a SURPRISE for you, my lady!”
Gracefully, a decorated long oval table with numerous exquisite bouquets of fresh flowers, made up of small yellow calla & foxtail lilies, a rainbow mix of ranunculus, the nicest variety of ballerina fresias, held together by some romantic baby breath, was arranged on the outside terrace, next to the grass green garden. A delicate white hand embroidered tablecloth added a touch of elegance. In perfect symmetry, the procelain plates and glassware stood with pride.
Warm sunrays penetrated lightly through a cherry tree, shinning upon a neighbouring table, spread with inviting vegetarian appetizers . A sign read “All organic, locally grown products used”. A selection of juices, iced mint tea, local beers, best wines and bubbly on ice, waiting to be corked and enjoyed. At the adjoining set-up bar, a bartender was busy with last minute preparations for the cocktails.
Soft jazz music danced gently through the air, attracting bumblebees and fairies to the sweet smell of a maple syrup sweetened grandiose cake. A small gift box wrapped in soft pink paper with a lime green silk band, placed next to it. One of the younger fairies fley over peeking curiously at the attached note. She had been receiving lessons on how to read and write, but she simply had a hard time with all kinds of human language skills. Nevertheless, she tried to decipher what was written on that note:
“ !!!! ya..tr.B yppaH yr.V , yr.V A uoY gnihsiW, mj roF
!! ........... s..u.T .N t. noo. .oy te.m na. I e.oH”
“ You shouldn´t be reading private notes!” an older fairy interrupted abruptly, hindering the young fairy from finishing reading the note. “Besides, the card is upside down!”
“Quick, quick!!” an other fairy yelled “ Look!! There. Quick, lets fly over!!!”
_______
BIG SURPRISE BIRTHDAY PARTY FOR JM. ALL ARE WELCOME
One of Jazzraps attendants anounced in a loud, joyful voice:
“Let the FESTIVE CELEBRATION........... START!!!!!!!!. READY???? GOOOO!!!!”
From behind a tall blooming hedge, a group came to the forefront gathering together forming a half moon circle. At the sign of the attendant and with bright smiles on their faces, they all started singing:
“HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JM & RAGING UNIVERSE, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.......!!!!!!!!!!”.
The fairies had arrived in time to join with the singing, flapping happily in a mercurial dance above the crowd, sprinkling magic stardust in the air. Different versions of the birthday song were repeated a few times. Some folks had brought their guitars and started singing some other songs, while others went over to jm to congratulate her personally.
“Ohhhhhh, theeere. Loook!! How lovely !!!”
All around the garden small Indonesian volcanic stone lanterns sat like spellbinding jewels. An enchanting open purple tent had been raised in the center. Round golden paper lights dangled around its sides. The whole setting conjured up like a magicians land from far, far away. In the middle of the tent a stage was set up and two festively dressed presenters were talking to each other. Finally, seeming to have agreed on a few last details, they anounced through their cordless microphones:
“Ladies and Gentlemen, we are gathered here today to celebrate an amazing woman, a woman whose spirit has touched as all, Real Deep. It is her Solar Return today and she has told us that she LOVES to party EXHUBERANTLY!!!!!!! And what would a BIRTHDAY PARTY be WITHOUT MUSIC? We have prepared a show for you all, though we have to add, we have had plenty of technical problems with tags & links, wouldn´t work at all, also sound and quality in some places don´t quite match. We ask for your kind understanding. We hope you make yourselfs comfortable, enjoy the food, have a few cocktails and a lot of FUN!!!”
“So let´s take JAZZRAP and go on a musical trip around a RAGING UNIVERSE!!!!!!!
We´ll open up with Dixieland Jazz Band”
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sdduaUi_5g8
Suddenly, some visitors from this cosmic universe arrive with a special message for jm.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yj6cbM-h8xg
“And let´s now welcome from Cuba, Osdalgia” (sorry about the short cut)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4UQbPB1y83w
“And with us now Só Pra Contrariar from Brazil!”
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gHJ4d_I0zzA
A Fairy said “Look, up in the sky, the Moon is out!!”
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=08Idan-FY-Y&mode=related&search=
A handsome gentlemen goes over to jm, “ Would you like to dance?” YEEES.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bXhQNRsH3uc&mode=related&search=
“Let us now drink a toast to celebrate Friendship”
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zdoKEStO61s&mode=related&search=
Some foreign guy arrives at Jazzrap, but had a bit of a hard time coming in, wasn´t quite welcome, no one let him in....... except, of course, the few who had more than a few cocktails!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JRxoC994QmU&mode=related&search=htt
“OMG, did we just have to have THAT, ahhhhhhhh!!!
Now, this is a better kind of scandal”
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OAfGFxe8Cbc
“....... and jm loves Beautiful Trees”
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rll-QzX0EPs
“....and jm does not like housework. But we´ve found THE metaphysical SOLUTION!!!”
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_XoyRb7LWp4
“As there is always so much talk about consciousness, patterns, color, movement, waves, ALCHEMY ...... here it is, the melting and transforming of energies. One of our favorite versions. So, if we had to match a piece of music with jm, this would be it.” (Let´s see how she will take this!)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k9C0flA9ke4&mode=related&search=
“May we propose now a MOST SPECIAL toast to jm, THANK her for her warm-heartedness, authenticity, depth and generosity & her most beautiful creations, RU and jazzrap!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l3XG0aSt_W4&mode=related&search=
“We will leave you today flying above the clouds, but will be around to enjoy the rest of the party.”
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jk-flZwf6H4
How beautiful, wondrous and magical. A real party. Complete.
Incredible.
The waiter again!
and jm does not like housework. But we´ve found THE metaphysical SOLUTION!!!”
I love it.
Some foreign guy arrives at Jazzrap, but had a bit of a hard time coming in, wasn´t quite welcome, no one let him in....... except, of course, the few who had more than a few cocktails!!
LOL, as in Lots of laughs. Good ol' drunks.
All around the garden small Indonesian volcanic stone lanterns sat like spellbinding jewels.
I'm staying here.
Let us now drink a toast to celebrate Friendship”
Let's.
A toast!
To the lady of the hour, the magical,
comical and wise ONE.
“Anyone seen jm? Where is she?”
Looking around the garden he sees her laughing with some friends.
“Ahhh, over there.”
He goes over and says to her “Someone sends you this glass of champagne and this note.”
(A PRIVATE NOTE).She takes both and reads the note:
“Hey jm,
so yes, let us drink a toast to celebrate Friendship! I do miss you.
I just don´t know how to do this in such a public space, it does feel so, so vulnerable. It´s like a hundred luminescent orange eyes are watching me in the dark night. I don´t like it. Simply said, I just don´t quite know how to handle this. I can´t go back to using my blog name, I quite dislike now the idea of using an “imaginary” name to communicate.
This whole “episode” has affected me more than I can handle right now with everything else I have on my plate. Maybe I should give you a private line where you can contact me. I feel I have to gather my strength and focus right now for the big wave that I can see coming at me. I can´t allow myself to be in a too vulnerable space at this time, I guess my Aries IC won´t allow it.
Anyways, enough of too much serious stuff.
It is your birthday today, go & have FUN!”
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"Take a bow, JM."
Indeed! :-) ::claps::
My right arm is now horizontally positioned in front of my body and I am bent forward with my head demurely facing the floor in close proximity.
Thank you. Thank you ladies and gentleman.
“Good Morning Sir, we are here to do the clean up after yesterday´s party”.
“Ah, yes”, the waiter responded and led the two men to the garden area. “I had forgotten you were coming this early.”
“It won´t take long, you know. These kind of cleanups in general are quick” one of the men told the waiter.
The two men glanced around the garden area and promptly started collecting all the items. The purple tent, although quite large, easily folded and slipped into the boxes. The golden lights were quite special as they reduced themselves into tiny drops and were easy to pack up.
They looked at the holographic pattern, saw a few little rifts in some areas and quickly repaired them.
“It is amazing how these energies work, always to perfection, such a synchronicity with the Higher Order and requisites of the moment” one of them said. “Yes they do, especially these golden lights, they never fail” the other responded.
After half an hour or so they were done.
The waiter lead them to the door and said goodbye. One of the men turned round and said to the waiter “It was our pleasure to meet you, thank you for sharing your beautiful space. Our company is moving, so we won´t be in this area anymore, but we wish you all the best.” With a mutual smile of acknowledgment and respect they parted.
It was early morning, the rays of the sun just coming out.“Such a Peace in the air this morning” one of them said. “Yes. And an out of the ordinary Clarity too”.
An hour or so after closing up, a security guard opens the main door and shines a light around the room. In a corner, something bounces light back at the guard who says under his breath, "I guess housecleaning's being a little lazy today" as he enters to investigate the small forgotten package under a fern.
Peace in the air this morning” one of them said. “Yes. And an out of the ordinary Clarity too”.
Wonderful ideas for the mind. Soothe the body as well.
Thank you, diamond cleanup
This is interesting, security. I'm sure you know the goddess Hel that tseka has introduced to this community. This story brings her to mind. She's captured my imagination.
Sometimes she is characterized with a demonic elemnt, much like the great goddess Baba Yaga, who I particularly like. I wonder if mankind always combines these things in their mythological characters.
The sacred and the profane. Much like American Blues music.
Hi jm,
yes, this is “analysa” in an attempt to try to iron out, hopefully, some of the misunderstandings that have happened, if that is at all possible at this stage! At least I would like to leave with peace in my heart, I guess my Libra trait.
Maybe it is not only Saturn r & company in the 3rd but also my Mercury r in my Progressions that makes my communication not only difficult but also misunderstood. The events here have certainly brought it to light, add to that how I have been setting my own boundaries plus a few things more and all of it is triggering a great growth period for me, maybe quite weird and abrupt, but I guess my own stubbornness needs it to loosen up the deeper stuff. They say that it is those souls one has a deep connection with that are the ones allowed to come into our lives and through circumstances provoke the catharsis. Looking at my past experiences I certainly can confirm that and for all that has happened here I get to see it once again. I know it´s time for me now to work on these things, especially with my Uranus transits. I cannot do anything else but embrace this process, even if it seems to others I´m not. Healing does not happen in a straight line, the road is bumpy and I just felt it once more. If this is what life is giving me right now then I have to have the humbleness and openness to take it, as the treasure is found within the pain it brings up. It is also an exciting and joyful process because I get to see with so much clarity the patterns that I need to leave behind and that is such an empowering movement. So, even if on the outside it looks all, oh, so ugly, on the inside there is a blooming taking place that is starting to be quite amazing. I can only thank the Universe for the opportunity, as I rather go through the discomfort than stay locked in my own blind spots.
Saturn going through my 8th house has been a hell of an experience, simply fascinating. I never used to care about money or property, just didn´t have much meaning to me and Saturn has made me look at it in a very challenging scenario. I feel the last major wave I have to ride on this theme is approaching now and I would like to surf this wave with all the courage and hope I have because this now can be the gate towards my north node, I can just feel it soo close. I´m really looking forward to it, of course with a bit of nervousness but READY! That is where all my focus is right now and I feel needs to be for the next 3 - 4 month that this might take to finalize.
In a comment of yours you said
“I´ll be over but I´m not commenting anywhere because it throws me off line every time I do. Something´s guiding me!”
I was surprised when I first read that, as you are so eloquent in your writing skills, why would that have to be an issue, especially for you? Now I can understand it much better, at least from my very short experience of blogging because there is something to it that goes so deep, that it can throw you off, especially with my kind of weak spots. Just what happened to me. Totally thrown off, no warning, spalsh, right into boiling oil!
For me to blog is also a kind of luxury, to take the time and focus on “philosophising” (better, sharing in a real big way???) well, whatever word you prefer, it is not something I, with all my Virgo planets, have emphasized that much, at least not on the mental level but more on the physical health level, by that I mean I focused my learning on a lot of practical skills to help with health problems, specifically with cancer and other serious diseases. So, I might be an “expert” in helping you get rid of your headache, diarrhea, constipation, allergies, breast lump ... by using very simple remedies you can make in your own kitchen, but as far as giving you a lecture, I rather hold back.
Pat Paquette writes in one of her articles
“To break these patterns and move toward your North Node, you have to build new neural pathways and feed them a different emotional diet.” I do agree with that, and a lot of the topics that get touched upon in astrology focus on that. I have learned to do it coming from the opposite direction, not focusing so much on the emotional diet, but on the physical diet and well being of the body, as we believe if the physical is in harmony, the emotions follow too. Of course these things are never that simple. Somewhere jm, you mentioned something like this “imagine the spiritual power or information in a seed”, well that is what I got to learn with my NN Taurus teacher. Just to give you a small example, let´s see if I´m guessing right, you probably eat on a daily basis some kind of baked flour product, like bread or roll, cookie, chips, muffins.That gives you this very strong tendency to develop a deep analytical mind and focus on details. I, on the other hand rarely eat these, I focus on whole grains more, so my mind likes focusing on the “larger” picture and I don´t care so much for the details. This is, of course, a very poor & short explanation of something that can take a few chapters to explain and therefore does not have the power in its expression to make much sense. Food is spirit. The basic understandings of food allows you to create strong physical health, the second level of understanding food, which is much more complex, allows you to develop your consciousness, the third level of understanding food allows you to create the life that you want to live. By food we not only mean physical food, to a large degree yes, but anything you take in is “food”. We have the largest degree of control over what goes into our mouth, if we so choose, clear it is that most people don´t want to have to control themselves at that level.
So why did I end up here now? Oh well, perhaps just so you understand a little from my perspective where I have been coming from. The processing of information for my mind is quite different, I don´t quite care for too much information at all, I rather stay empty and don´t want too many opinions on things, it feels real light that way. What I need to know I am given in the moment. Of course, there is the other side and I find the metaphysical side of things fascinating and I love reading but in this ongoing process I like keeping it simple.
So the cleanup service I send this morning was just to gather my energy, create peace and harmony and acknowledge that what happens is always the best seen from the largest view possible. That means, whatever happened I needed and I will reflect upon it but I would like to leave peacefully. Of course that was once again totally misinterpreted. What a mess! Simplicity can be a real problem.
It is again much too late (as in early hours of the morning) for me to be involved in this kind of exercise. Now I really need to focus my energies on these business deals coming my way and finish with Saturn going through my 8th.
I never meant to offend you or anyone, so please accept my apologies if I have. I have not been reading any comments at your blog, just can´t be thrown off right now, like you, “something´s guiding me”, so I haven´t got a clue if this now will be like putting my foot in, again!
I had not realized the meaning of your SN Libra, also your NN Aries and where if fall in my chart. Was reading it earlier today. I understand you much better now and can see what you are working on and what I was bringing up there for you. Sorry. Now, I don´t expect you to answer any of this, just my last attempt to create some clarity the best I can.
I hope one day strolling through a bookstore I´ll find a great astrology book by jm, so good luck and take good care of yourself.
Thank you for all you have given me.
You're safe here analysa. Relaxing and breathing easily into the Taurus NN is a great idea for both of us.
Thank you jm
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